lets get personal for a second....its been a while
1. A few years ago i hit a vulture with my windshield.it was so funny to hear it slide on the glass. I saw it flying really slow and low. i slowed down to about 10 mph and bumped it. it survived but was flying lower after the encounter.
2. in high school i was called in countless times to the guidance office my senior year, they thought i was going to kill everyone. not true..well maybe a few. thing is i wanted to smack a different perspective of art in my art teachers brain.
3. i am almost certain i had a form of misanthrope as a child.
4.i didn't find out i could not view the world properly until drivers ed class. after that eye test my life changed. after that i now knew why i couldn't focus in school. why didn't they treat it sooner
5. i used to suffer from insomnia. i would draw, paint, and read for hours until the sun came up and then zone during the day. zombified
6. ive owned a mandolin for years and i still can't bring myself to play it. i am too afraid i can never get it to sound like the music in my head.
7. i road tripped after i graduated to the mountains of nc in a really shitty nissan 81' i believe. that is when i found a band that would be the highlight of my life for years. avetts
8. i can't swim. i can float...well not really i mostly sink
9. a lot of times when i am quiet i am thinking way too fast and when i do speak the words get jumbled because my brain is over processing and over analyzing
10. ive always wanted to be a cat. no lie. i still do.
12. i used to live in clutter and chaos...now a days if my environment gets to crazy...i go temporarily insane.
13. growing up people thought i was stuck up. but i had no way to talk to other kids. i was reading above my grade level and when i used bigger words no one would understand me.
14. i have tried adderall once. and it calmed me down and i was quieter then ever. scary
15. my memory is the worst ever. i forget things constantly. faces/people/places
16. my decision to get into photos was based on a birthday present a few years ago. prior to that i had absolutely no interest. i am always open to building more skills atm but laziness always wins
17. growing up and living in the same spot for 19 years has given me severe cabin fever. if i live in one place for more than 2 months i start freaking out, i have to be in a different place.
18. ive driven thousands of miles to see a handful of bands multiple times. my car is now telling me "fuck you". yeah sorry car for also driving to ca. btw you were asking for it you red demon
19. i have ping ponged the idea of joining in the armed forces. sometimes i think i need that stability and i need a challenge. i have a mighty need to do things that people tell me i can't do. but signing my soul away isn't quite it....well not yet anyways
20. in regards to the future. i never plan for it. most of my decisions are made on impulse, luck and uncontrollable forces.....mostly uncontrolled by lord vader
21. i own too many clothes and i don't like any of them. shopping has become a chore...im trying to make it fun again
22. i used jthm as a guide for growing up. humn i wonder how that had an affect on me
23. i always thought if i did kill someone i could never do it while they were eating...it would seem like such a waste
24. i had to stay at the dinner table until i finished every thing on my plate...i would be there for hours mostly just daydreaming an writing in my head. my belly gets full quickly and food gets boring.
25. if you scratch my back...i will love you forever